Monday, November 22, 2004
haizx....dunno how start this blog today.. so shall start it anyhow...hmmm...i missed him alot these few days!!! ever since on 19 nov...haizx....the thought of not seeing him often or again makes my stomach get awful butterflies... i'm dead sure he knows i like him!! extremely sure! but he's not doing anything about it, now thats y i m so sad...haizx... most prob that he doesnt like me, i guess. hmmm.... haizx...its just very confusing in my head, i really dunnoe wad to do!! tell him?haizx...i just found out i dun have the courage to tell him... i saw him online n clicked on his name, but couldnt say anything...haizx...
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hmmm....how i wish i can confide in my sisters!!! but den eldest sis will laugh at me and make it a joke of the century and my second sis will be too busy to listen...the onli time to talk to her is bedtime,but she's a pig reincarnate!! she falls aslp the moment she touches the pillow..."-_-....tell mum?? perhaps, but maybe she'll control my movement more...
haizx....went for job hunting today,no mood, too upset to do anything...guess i'm too introvert to outside world, but not to pple whom i noe...hahahha...
sigh again!!! my dieting plan doesnt seems to be going on too well, haven seen any result yet...maybe i must wait.. 2 days? 3 weeks? 2 months? 1 year? 20 years? lol. dunno... but the onli thing to cheer about is that i've finally crawled out of bed for my morning exercise!!!! woke up at 6.30, den went jogging at 6.55 like tt...haiz...my stamina drop drop drop to nothing liao lor...."-_-... haiZzZzZ...run a while den tired liao...haizx... today job hunting oso not futile, walk until leg wanna break, n stuffs like that... AND!! my fats just wun let go of me!! =(
haizx haizx....i really feel like telling someone how i feel exactly!!!! but i just cant find the one i can talk to really smoothly... either they are to busy to care abt me, or that i just cant click with them...haizx....sometimes really feel like crying! but must fight it back... so sad...
well... will stop here today... bye.
-when are you
coming back? ;
